The real reason we die is that the self’s consciousness is a finite construct–having a beginning and an end–carved from the soul’s infinite consciousness.
When we transcend the self’s consciousness, we are what we are: eternal being.
Koans are paradoxical, nonsensical or confusing statements or questions used in Zen Buddhism to provoke deep contemplation and insight into the nature of reality and consciousness. Koans challenge the rational or conventional mind, encourage us to transcend illusions that create dualistic thinking and are a catalyst allowing us to directly experience the true nature and interconnectedness of all things. Through prolonged meditation and reflection on koans, individuals may attain moments of profound awakening or enlightenment where the true nature of reality is glimpsed.
Some of the koans below are discussed and others are left to the reader to contemplate.
The real reason we die is that the self’s consciousness is a finite construct–having a beginning and an end–carved from the soul’s infinite consciousness.
When we transcend the self’s consciousness, we are what we are: eternal being.
In the chaos of the now, the self seeks peace; yet, the consciousness of the self is the impediment to peace.
Individual consciousness creates many an edgy piece from what is otherwise eternally one continuous piece harmoniously at peace.
Why be upset at the idea of people enjoying themselves?
There have been instances where a Zen master, though married, privately engaged in sexual relationships with one or more students.
When these actions came to light, the community’s reactions were divided.
Some students felt betrayed and responded with anger, ultimately demanding the master’s resignation from the monastery.
Others laughed, viewing the scandal as the master’s final koan before retirement: “Why be upset at the idea of people enjoying themselves?”
Those who know, do not speak; for they are laughing. They can’t explain what’s funny, for a joke is not funny to those who need it explained.
What’s funny is that we are laughing at our selves.
Those who have preconceived ideas about what things mean are often blind to what’s real.
The value of the past and future is not about what it can teach us or remind us to prepare for what might happen; but to view the present from various points past and future.
“Crow with no mouth”
— Ikkyu, 1394 – 1481
Can a crow with no mouth caw?
Does a crow with no mouth have a craw?
Is a crow with no mouth a crow?
Is a crow with no mouth simply a crow with no mouth?
Crows are exceptionally intelligent birds. They can solve complex problems, use tools, and even recognize human faces. They are also highly adaptable, learning to thrive in various environments. They are keen observers and can consider alternative strategies to realizing their goals.
Crows are symbolic of wisdom.
Those who are wise as a crow observe that birds have beaks but no mouths. A crow with no mouth is not unlike any other crow; only our thoughts make it otherwise.
Crows don’t need a mouth, for wisdom cannot be conveyed with words:
“He who speaks does not know, he who knows does not speak.” (Lao Tzu)
The within becomes the without but the within is never without.
What flows out and becomes the now (the without) is not what it is before the now (the within).
The now is infinite things.
Before the now is one thing.
The within is eternal and never without infinite possibilities.
Ultimate reality, the within, hides behind the now, the without.
As I see “it” as I do,
you see “it” as you do,
every one sees “it” otherwise;
is “it” the same thing?
We all see “it” likewise,
when we recognize “it” is the soul.
“It’s easier to choose between black and white than between shades of gray.”
— William Roth
The difference between the self and the soul is day and night.
The self understands day and night and the soul does not.
In the now, where time exists, every thing is either dead or alive.
Before and after the now, a timeless space, things are both dead and alive; as everything is undifferentiated, possibilities.
My mother died some ten years ago, but I see her clearly as a teenager from a place 100 light years away from here.
As to where I am, here or at any of infinite there’s, I do not know.
So, who and what am I?
The hole defines the whole.
Our mouth forms a circle to pronounce the word “hole”.
We are the darkness within the circle and the light-filled universe is the whole without.
From the hole come sounds for words describing the whole.
The seemingly everchanging now never changes, as the universe is timeless.
What changes is what we see through the light spectrum pinhole of the electromagnetic spectrum.
The electromagnetic spectrum moves through space, not time.
The seemingly everchanging now is just what becomes visible in the light spectrum and hidden in other parts of the electromagnetic spectrum.
What we see changes, but not what is.
When the familiar is unfamiliar, have you awakened or lost your mind?
The etymology of the word “mind” is memory.
Awakening is escaping from the mind’s dark prison. Every thing is then unlike anything you remember, reflecting its unique light.
Beyond awakening is enlightenment, when every thing is the Everything: oneness with the light.
When you are confused or anxious by what would otherwise be familiar, you’ve lost your mind.
Why does every one, including me, describes me differently?
Who I am is many things.
What I am is one thing: no thing.
Light reveals all things, but the absence of light reveals their presence.
We see not things, just light bouncing off things.
Shadows, the absence of light, confirm their presence.
Life is a circle, like an ouroboros (a snake eating its own tale).
It’s continuous, with no beginning, no end.
The circle is a whole, but seem like a hole with parts within and without.
The within and without are the same, unless the within feels it’s without.
“What was your original face before your parents were born?”
— Hui-neng (638-713 CE), the Sixth Patriarch of Chan Buddhism in China (predecessor of Zen Buddhism)
My original face before my parents were born was my original face before my parents were born; it was what it was whatever it was. Thinking of it otherwise is an illusion.
The question declares the answer: What was my original face before my parents were born.
Before some thing is a this, that or who, it is unrecognizable and beyond description; a what as in “What is it? What is it.”
“What” implies a pre-conceptional reality.
The “what” is the soul; what every thing is before and after it is in the now.
A Zen master might respond: “Mu.”
“Mu” means “no” or “nothing” in Japanese, a common response to koans. “Mu” is a kind of emptiness; not a void, but devoid; like an empty room with the potential to be filled. “Mu” isn’t “no”, it’s challenging the framework of the question.
My original face before my parents were born was nothing but infinite potential: the soul.
My original face before my parents were born is my true nature: the indescribable peace from oneness with the unmanifested soul.
How can you drink water gushing out of a fire hydrant without measuring cups of time and space?
The way to heaven is open to everyone, but those who think it is only open to those in their religion but not another.
They are going in the opposite direction.
An empty jar for holding change is broke, but not broken.
If full, it would be broken; useless.
Zen master, speaking to class, pointed to a star:
“If you know this one, enlightened you are.”
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”
— John 1:1, The Gospel of John.
Unlike seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting and touching which absorb energy, the spoken word is like the Big Bang; a burst of energy from within to without.
Words are a medium to define and encapsulate infinite everchanging things from a universe that is an eternal flow.
Words transform God into man and man into God.
As a mantra, meditating on a word (its sound, meaning, etymology and uses), we realize its allusions are illusions as we melt into the eternal flow of the universe.
How can you know “heads” from “tails” when a coin has infinite sides depending on who is viewing it, which way, and when?
When you know what you are, you know that you can’t know.
Simple things like heads or tails, black or white, are complex.
Complexity melts away rigidity to reveal fluidity.
What seems independent is interdependent as we are one eternal everchanging is.
In business, you’re paid for losing money.
You suffer through periods of losing money, and get paid when luck arrives and money is made.
How do we find God, as God has no name or address?
Taoism, Mystical Christianity, Sufism, Judaism, Hinduism and Buddhism identify God as the “Nameless One”.
God is nameless, as having a name would mean God is one thing and not another, implying duality.
God, the antithesis of duality, is the whole universe.
We see the manifestation of God everywhere in the everchanging and eternal now. We are this manifestation.
Yet, as God resides in the timeless space before and after the now, it’s difficult for us in the now to find and commune with God.
It is easy to find God when we look in a mirror and realize we are God.
“The eye with which I see God is the same eye with which God sees me.”
— Meister Eckhart
As there is only one eye, there is only one I.
Though I am here now as an adult and my parents are children somewhere many light years from here, why do my parents always see me as a child?
Electronically we immediately connect with people thousands of miles away. Yet, people in front of our nose can be light years away.
As every thing in the universe has a unique and everchanging identity, is the universe an infinite number of unique things or just an undifferentiable flow?
As a self has many faces expressing various emotions, can you love the self without loving all its faces?
As talking to a spiritual guru is like reading a book; when you are reading a book, how does the book read you?
When you know that you know no thing, you can know ultimate knowledge: knowing nothing.
Nothing is where all things come from, and eventually go to.
Why is the truth upsetting to those who take their selves seriously, yet funny to those who don’t?
Who laughs when the mirror doesn’t smile?
The soul laughs at those who don’t laugh at their selves.
No thing is inherently funny, but nothing is funny.
The self’s reactions to illusions it creates from nothing are funny.
We experience reality only via our senses but we rarely do.
“A man of wisdom delights at water” — Confucius
Reflections from slowly stirring water in a pond are like an abstract painting. The images we identify are illusions we create.
Water is like the universe: one thing and yet many things.
Water manifests in different shapes (clouds, rivers, oceans) and forms (vapor, liquid, and ice).
Still water seems not to change, but is constantly transitioning through evaporation.
Water is interdependent, as a wave cannot be a wave without the sea.
Water is interconnected, from cloud to rain to river to sea.
As drops of water, we fear not rain over us. Water amassed as a flood reigns over us.
On water we can calmly float or panic and sink.
While essential to life, water also brings drowning and death.
Sound travels four times faster and further in water than air, though we can’t hear underwater what someone next to us is saying.
Water is odorless and tasteless, yet present in everything that smells and tastes.
Though colorless in a glass, water has a bluish hue in large bodies like the ocean.
Water in oceans seems impassable, but it’s easy to traverse by boat.
Still water is dead-silent. Moving water is alive with noise.
In a pond, still water is clear and turbulent water opaque.
When seeing ourselves in a reflecting pond, we don’t notice the water.
Water is impossible to grasp, but easily captured in cupped hands.
Water is practical, finding the easiest way to flow.
Water is weak, flowing to places of least resistance; unlike fire which destroys all in its way. Yet, water easily extinguishes fire.
While not hard like stone, high-pressure water cuts stone like butter.
Unlike almost every substance, water expands when it freezes. Thus, a quart of ice floats because it weighs less than a quart of water.
Water symbolizes the cycle of life; born as drops of rain, living together in rivers and seas and disappearing as vapor to form clouds for its rebirth.
Water is what it is whatever it is, but how we see it is a reflection of who we are. A man of wisdom sees water variously. That’s the essence of wisdom.
How can we see an infinite number of individual things in the now, yet the now is indivisible?
A man widely recognized as wise sees through the perspectives of others, yet doesn’t see himself as wise.
Funny is the self that looks to be enlightened, as the more it looks the less it sees the light.
Everything happens all at once but in different places.
What I did 10 years ago is happening in the now somewhere 10 light years from here.
Why is accidentally seeing our spiritual guru sexually engaged with a fellow disciple in a meditation room funny, but not when the disciple is our spouse?
Being best is best, but good enough is better.
We can be certain we don’t know what we are looking at when we are certain we know what we are looking at.
All beings are illusions based on the illusion of the self as a being.
You cannot love every thing, unless you are the Everything.
If you think there’s a difference between your memories and your dreams, you’re dreaming.
This koan questions how we differentiate reality and illusion.
The conclusion: all memories, like dreams, are illusions.
Therefore, we know nothing.
Recognizing we know nothing is the dawn of awakening.
The now is full of descriptions, yet all descriptions are empty.
What’s odd is funny when it makes things that are not odd funny.
When we are present, we miss nothing until we have it again.
As we inevitably have more money than time, why do we spend so much time making money?
The now begins with M = E/C² and ends with E = MC².
M = Mass
E = Energy
C = Speed of Light
Before the now, all there is is Energy.
When Energy is slowed down by the speed of light squared, energy becomes Mass.
Mass is the manifestation of Energy in the now.
When Mass accelerates to the speed of light squared, it reverts into Energy.
The process of Energy to Mass and back happens in an instant; again and again and again.
It happens so quickly, we don’t sense it happening.
The mind creates an illusion of continuity and stability.
Every thing is not as it seems, as it is constantly changing.
Only the mind makes it seem otherwise.
The brilliant reflect the sun’s light.
The wise emanate light to guide the way through the night.
While we are naturally eccentric, it’s difficult to be eccentric.
What’s odd is not normal but what’s normal is odd.
Awakening is always the same, and all ways different.
No body is getting out of here alive, except those emitting unconditional love.
Every thing is a manifestation of the soul.
Unconditional love is the soul’s love of its manifestation.
When emitting unconditional love, we are the soul.
The soul is eternal.
Who I am is many things.
What I am is one thing.
The soul is selfish, yet has no self.
“I don’t mind what happens.” — J. Krishnamurti
The “eternal what” is every thing before and after the now.
The “what happens” is a temporary expression of the “eternal what”.
The “what happens” is a mirror of the “eternal what”.
The “eternal what” loves seeing itself in the mirror.
This love is divine love, peace beyond understanding.
The mind, the self’s emotions and memories, precludes us from seeing “what happens”.
Through the mind we see only illusions.
When we don’t mind, we accept “what happens” and the illusions disappear.
Then we realize we are the “eternal what”.
The universe has an infinite number of centers, yet the universe has no center.
Each thing our eyes focus on is a center.
Each of us is a center.
With no beginning and no end, the universe has no center.
“He who speaks does not know, he who knows does not speak.”
— Lao Tzu
What is there to know?
What is there to know!
What is every thing before and after it is what it is whatever it is in the now.
What is nothing and potentially every thing.
He who speaks does not know what (or what they are talking about); for if what is one thing, it cannot be another; yet, what is the essence of every thing.
He who speaks describes ever thing as though it has an independent existence.
He who knows does not speak, for every thing is the Everything; the universe flowing in and out of the now.
He who speaks does not know he is only describing an individual dot in a painting.
He who knows does not speak, for the infinite number of interdependent dots that make a painting are beyond description.
He who speaks describes what he sees in foveal vision which is 1% of peripheral vision.
He who knows all that can be seen does not speak, as peripheral vision is too vague to be described.
He who speaks is the now. Yet, he does not know the now, as a hand cannot grasp itself.
He who knows the now observes it from outside the now. He does not speak, as speaking can only be done in the now.
He who speaks creates the illusion of time-passing from the sound of one word to the next.
He who knows the universe is timeless does not speak, for speaking creates the illusion of time.
He who speaks does not know the now he describes is now no longer.
He who knows does not speak as what’s no longer is an illusion.
He who speaks is the self. The self does not know the oneness of ultimate reality (the soul), for the self’s identity is that which is separate from ultimate reality.
He who knows is the soul. He does not speak, for only the self can speak.
He who speaks thinks effects come from affects; that things can be explained.
He who knows does not speak, for he knows the universe is spontaneously manifesting.
A speaker’s words are like the precise space inside a square.
The endless and everchanging now is like the imprecise space inside a circle.
He who knows does not speak, for a circle cannot be squared.
He who speaks is an actor in the play of life.
He who knows is the audience.
The actors speak of matters they take seriously.
The audience knows it’s a play, not to be taken seriously.
The audience does not speak, for they are forever laughing.
The play is a divine joke that he who speaks thinks can be explained.
He who knows does not speak, as a joke that needs to be explained is not funny.
Very few things affect us. What we think things are affects us.
How do you know whether you are seeing something through your eyes or mind?
The book with blank pages is only empty if that’s what we see.
Without a different perspective we have no perspective.
God is everywhere the self is not.
The Way to awakening is not to take your self seriously.
The way to begin the Way is not to take me seriously.
Life is a play; a tragedy for the actors and a comedy for the audience.
A tragedy as every actor eventually is scripted out of the play and dies.
A comedy as the actors take their selves seriously.
People are the actors and the gods are the audience.
We can always choose who we are, actors or gods.
Nothing, but nothing, is certain.
Those who are enlightened enlight others. Yet, everyone enlights the enlightened.
God is in plain sight, just hidden behind the self.
When we are present in the now, we are absent-minded of being in the now.
All things are constantly changing, yet there is nothing new under the sun.
“There are no facts, just interpretations.” — Friedrich Nietzsche
Every thing is temporarily unique and forever the same.
Something we see and can’t identify is fascinating.
Once identified, it becomes a noun relegated to our peripheral vision.
Life is a game of hide and seek. We win by finding the soul before the soul finds us.
All we see in the now are reflections of light. When the now disappears, all that remains is light.
Time cannot be saved nor spent.
We have freedom of speech as long as no one is listening.
However fast a river runs, it’s always in the same place.
When we are one with the universe, we miss nothing until we see it.
When one experience seems like another, we have experienced neither.
Whatever we are certain about is an illusion.
When we don’t forget from where we came we know where we are going.
Those who think loving yourself is selfish are selfish.
What you see outside your self looks different when you are outside your self.
How can the soul appear to transition into an infinite number of things?
If life is a test, those with more answers than questions are sure to fail.
When seeing something not unique, we are seeing it with our mind.
When the past is real, the present is an illusion.
We can’t open our eyes if we don’t know they are closed.
When we are the person we once were, we are nothing.
Until we know we know nothing, we know nothing.
When we realize everyone is God, we love everyone and everyone loves us.
What was once and is no longer, never was.
No thing is perfect but nothing is perfect.
As there are few who have realized enlightenment, the unenlightened often think an enlightened life is lonely. That’s what makes them unenlightened.
Loving certain people, but not all people, is sentimental. Loving all people is practical.
Enlightenment is simple: one is one with the light. But it’s complicated by the unenlightened who can’t agree on what it is.
Every thing is always beautiful, but not all ways beautiful.
Those who love you, help keep you alive. Those you love are the reason you are alive.
As everyone describes the same thing differently, how can you understand anything unless you understand everyone?
What happens when we die?
What happens when we die!
When we die, we transition from “Who” we are in the now to “What” we are before and after the now.
The “Who” is the self, our identity in the now.
The “What” is transcendental. The “What” is God.
In the Bible, God self-describes: “I am what I am.”
In several religious traditions, God is nameless; for if God is this, then God is not that. God is nameless because God is what every thing is whatever it all is.
As every thing in the now is a manifestation of God, the “Who” is an expression of the “What”.
As the “Who” exists only in the now, the “Who” is finite.
Those who view themselves as solely a “Who” die when they are no longer in the now.
Those realizing they are the “What” are eternal beings, constantly transitioning back and forth between “What” and “Who”.
Sleeping is a state of consciousness based on the illusion of knowledge.
Awakening is realizing we don’t know anything.
Enlightenment is knowing nothing.
When we understand all is One, is 1 + 1 = 1?
What are we thinking when we think we know what someone else is thinking?
The mind can grasp enlightenment as easily as a hand can grasp itself.
How can the now be eternally unchanged, yet the now that’s now is different than the now before now and the now after the now?
As each of us describes the same thing differently, is the same thing the same thing?
How do you know when you are looking at something whether you are seeing it through your eyes or your mind?
Are the brightest those who reflect the brightest light or those who emit light which reflects from everything around them?
When the mind lights the road ahead, day turns into night.
The foundation of wisdom is knowing you know nothing.
“Some things are too important to be taken seriously.” — Oscar Wilde
You find the soul when you lose your self.
When the self is absent, we are present.
Once you know nothing, there is nothing else you need to know.
When we transform the now into words, the words become the now.
The senses connect us to reality and the mind disconnects us from reality.
No thing and nothing are both forever.
Every thing, but the Everything, creates duality.
When every thing is enlightening, you are enlightened.
An enlightened man loves every thing equally; though, in selfish moments, some things he likes and some things he doesn’t.
The sound of laughter indicates the truth is near.
There is no time, just space. Every thing that was, is and will be happens at the same time but in different spaces.
The memories we hold onto are real, until we open our mind and see there is nothing there.
A wise man may appear foolish being uncertain of every thing, but only a fool is certain of any thing.
The only thing certain is that we can never be certain of anything.
When we see something familiar, we are seeing it with our mind not our eyes.
As the now is now no longer, what does the mind clutch when it grasps the now?
“He learns so much. When does he have time to know anything?” — Kotzker Rebbe
We can come to know the now by observing the now. We cannot observe the now when we are engaged with the now.
To the curious mind, awareness of its ignorance is bliss.
Life is a test to which we are given the answer before taking the test. We always have a choice: we can remember the answer or take the test seriously.
“No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it’s not the same river and he’s not the same man.” — Heraclitus
You are in harmony with the world when you know who you are.
You are harmony when you know what you are.
“Enlightenment is like everyday consciousness, but two inches above the ground.” — D.T. Suzuki
Enlightenment is proverbially described as “being one with everything.” It is a state associated with the dissolution of the illusory self, transcending duality and realizing our oneness with the Everything.
Consciousness is consciousness. Enlightenment consciousness is not different from self consciousness.
Describing enlightenment as being two inches above the ground seems the antithesis of enlightenment, as it implies separation/duality. No! Two inches above the ground implies enlightenment is transcendental, beyond our conventional understanding of the material world with forces like gravity.
The “ground” represents the now. When we are on the ground, we are in the now. Through the consciousness of the self, we experience the now as a duality: the self and all that is not the self.
The consciousness of enlightenment is observing the now which can be done through meditation.
The now is breathing. We can observe the now when we are in the space between exhale and inhale.
In this silent space we realize we create the now and, once created, we are the now.
What do we see everywhere but rarely notice?
Light.
Things we see are not things, just light reflecting off things.
We don’t see that light (Energy) is the essence of all things. Energy is Mass moving at the speed of light squared (E = MC²). All things (Mass) are energy slowed by the speed of light squared (M = E/C²).
All things, outside and inside, are light.
Perceiving things otherwise, as solid or distinct from other things, is an illusion.
As all things are light, all things are enlightening. When you see things as things are, what are you?
The senses awaken us, while the mind puts us to sleep.
What separates people is not space but time.
Our days are numbered, but we have less time when we count them.
As every thing is unique, no thing is weird. But the mind is weird, as it sees things as normal or weird.
When we categorize others, we don’t know what they or we are.
To the eyes, every thing is unique because the eyes have no memory.
Certainty makes us comfortable with reality because it’s not reality.
As enlightenment is so simple and obvious, it’s funny that some people don’t get it.
It’s actually funny when someone tries to explain it; like pointing their finger at the sun, yet the listener keeps looking at their finger.
Awakened, we don’t recognize any thing we see. Enlightened, there are no things, just light.
To the eyes, every thing is beautiful. To the mind, few things are beautiful.
Awakening is realizing that our memories are just dreams.
We move forward facing backwards, experiencing things only after they’ve passed.
Our eyes see things horizontally, but our mind sees things vertically.
The Way to Liberation is a long meal with many courses; some to our liking, some not; some salty, bitter, sour or sweet. The meal culminates not with sweet dessert, but when the means and the ends are one.
As the hand cannot grasp itself, how can the mind grasp itself?
Once you know what you are is not your self, what else do you need to know?
“Love is the absence of judgement.” — Dali Lama XIV
“Where does a thought go when it’s forgotten?” — Sigmund Freud
“The most dangerous thing of all is habit.” — Kotzker Rebbe
Habits don’t kill you, but keep you from being alive.
Can you be enlightened if you are not enlightening?
“Now that I no longer desire all, I have all without desire.”– St. John of the Cross
Eureka! All There Is Is Is.
Eureka means “I have found it.” Yet, there is nothing to be found as all there is is being and becoming; the Everything that is eternal and everchanging.
Acronym: EATIII (pronounced as “80”)
“8” is the symbol of infinity (∞) drawn vertically, reflecting the human form. Graphically, an endless knot constantly twisting and turning in different directions.
“8” is consciousness; infinite in time and everchanging as it manifests in the now.
“0” is a hole with two separate sides, inside and outside. However, their separateness is an illusion as they are interdependent; one cannot exist without the other. Together they are a whole, not a hole.
“0” is our experience of the now: an illusion of separate things that are actually one thing.
Both “8”and “0” are continuous, flowing with no beginning and no end.
Eureka! All there is is the flow of eternal consciousness; everchanging as it creates the now.
“Water is the face of fire.” — Kanako Iiyama
The appearance of things is unlike their true nature.
We present ourselves like water; calm, nourishing and practical.
Yet, like fire, our inner state is everchanging; at times illuminating, at times destructive.
Time is like water, drink it or it evaporates.
What is time?
Before and after the now, there is no time.
The now comes and goes in an instant, yet the now is eternal.
The light we see disappears in an instant. The light itself is forever.
When you know what you are, you always appreciate who you are.
Everything is in the now.
When you miss something in the now, the only thing missing is you.
You are what you are forever. Who you are is subject to change.
What is your Way?
Earth, fire, air or water?
Earth is physical.
Fire is emotional.
Air is conceptual.
Water is practical.
Rock, paper, or scissors?
Rock is nature.
Paper is civilization
Scissors is technology.
Red, yellow or blue?
Red is emotional.
Yellow is intuitive..
Blue is conceptual.
Knife, fork, spoon or chopsticks?
The soul and the self are complimentary.
The soul emits energy.
The self absorbs energy.
The self that thinks it knows, only knows illusions.
“Speech and silence are one and the same.” — Fuketsu Ensho
It’s easy to equally divide a pie without knowing math, but impossible when you know the math of pi.
Those who seek will not find for what they are seeking is seeking.
What is it?
The “it” is.
What the “it” is is whatever it is.
More definitively, “it” becomes an illusion.
When we choose to be loved over loving, we will surely die.
Love is connectedness that dispels the duality of self and not self.
When connected by love, our finite self merges with what we love, creating a “beyond self.”
The “beyond self” continues beyond the lifespan of our finite self.
The self that prioritizes being loved cannot be loving. It is a powerful and controlling self, but not powerful enough to survive death.
“Whoever gets angry, it is as if he worshipped idols” — Zohar 1:27b
Getting angry at some one or thing presumes it has an independent existence, like an idol. That denies the existence of God which is the interconnected oneness of every thing.
Love your self to escape from your self.
The devil is in the details.
Without details, all things are one thing: God.
We see “its” everywhere, yet rarely notice the “is”, though all there is is is.
There are two types of vision, foveal and peripheral.
Foveal vision is when our eyes focus and we mentally create static images of seemingly independent things (“its”).
The “its” are illusions.
Peripheral vision is unfocused. We don’t see static “its”, we see a continuous fluid “is”.
The “is” is reality; an ambiguous flow of interdependent and everchanging things beyond description.
Peripheral vision is the visible universe unaffected by the mind.
While we don’t see “its” in peripheral vision, we are sensitive to changes in the flow in areas of peripheral vision. These changes engage our attention causing us to focus with foveal vision on what has changed.
When we shift from peripheral vision to foveal vision, the mind creates an “it” from the “is”.
While 99% of our visual field is peripheral vision, we think the illusions we create through foveal vision are reality.
Can the universe (metaphorically, the space inside a circle) precisely fit in a space of a square our mind creates?
A circle cannot be squared.
The space inside a circle is the product of multiplying the squared radius of the circle and π (pi)
π is a transcendental number; an infinite, non-repeating decimal expansion. That means the knowable space inside a circle is imprecise.
The space inside a square is precise.
As an imprecise space cannot precisely fill a precise space, a circle cannot be squared.
Transcendental numbers arise naturally in exponential growth and decay processes. They are used extensively in calculus, probability, and mathematical analysis.
Transcendental is also the nature of the universe; infinite expansion and everchanging.
The logical mind segregates things precisely, convincing us we know various parts of the universe.
However, the universe cannot be precisely known.
I am time.
An “enlightened master” with many students is a powerful illusion created by the students.
Enlightenment is realizing every thing is essentially light.
What is calmer, the sea or me?
When we can’t identify what we are seeing, we are experiencing reality.
How can the now be infinitesimally small, yet contain an infinite number of things?
Is that so?
The Zen master Hakuin was praised by his neighbors as one living a pure life.
A beautiful Japanese girl whose parents owned a food store lived near him. One day, her parents discovered she was pregnant.
This angered her parents, especially as she refused to tell them who got her pregnant. Eventually, she told them Hakuin was the father.
Furious, the parents told everyone in the community what Hakuin had done and confronted the master.
“Is that so?” was all he said.
After the child was born, the parents gave it to Hakuin. By then, he had lost his reputation as a righteous man, but that did not trouble him. He accepted the child and took very good care of it as if it was his.
A year later, the baby’s mother could no longer hold back the truth. She told her parents the real father of the child was a young man who worked in the fish market.
The girl’s parents immediately went to Hakuin. They asked for forgiveness and to have the child back.
Hakuin willingly gave them the child and all he said was: “Is that so?”
“Is that so?” encourages self-reflection and the questioning of assumptions we hold without doubts.
“Is that so?” Hakuin asks the girl’s parents to question their initial certainty that Hakuin fathered their daughter’s baby and their later certainty that he did not. Ultimately, no one knows who fathered the baby; even the mother might not know.
“Is that so?” simply suggests we consider things from many perspectives. This is the essence of wisdom.
Wisdom is knowing that perceived truths change (like the girl’s claim as to who fathered her baby) and that, ultimately, no thing is truly knowable.
The girl’s parents lack wisdom.
They also lack compassion as they carelessly ruin Hakuin’s reputation.
Hakuin, a man of wisdom and compassion, knows what he is and is unfazed by who others think he is.
Embodying wisdom and compassion, we gracefully accept what comes our way and make the best of it.
How many angels can dance on the head of a pin?
The Pope: “It depends on the size of the pin.”
The Zen master: “What’s a pin?”
“Does a dog have Buddha nature?”
This is the first and perhaps most famous of 48 Zen koans compiled in the early 13th century in “The Gateless Gate.”
To the question, the Zen Master Zhaozhou responded: “Mu.”
Mu means “nothing.”
A dog is a dog. Buddha nature, the innate potential for enlightenment, is a concept. Two seemingly independent things in the now.
Yet, all things before and after the now are one thing: nothing, mu.
What is it now?
One day, a Zen master with a clay pot on a wooden table before him asked several students: “What is this?”
Some said it was a clay pot. Another said that it was an artifact. Another said it was an assemblage of clay and wood. Soon there were other perspectives as well. A lively debate ensued, while the Zen master shook his head and laughed.
One student approached the table and threw the pot to the ground, shattering it into many pieces. An audible silence enveloped the room, until the student asked: “What is it now?”
Silence again filled the room. Some students were shocked and others embarrassed by the aggressive arrogance of the student who shattered their master’s clay pot. Then the silence was shattered by laughter from the Zen master and the student.
The Zen master and student laughed as they recognized the other students were like the blind men in the “Ten Men and the Elephant” parable. Each is certain of their personal perspective of the pot and the collective view that breaking the pot was disrespectful.
A pot is a pot, temporarily. All things are ever-changing. The pot cannot be described, as it is different now when it was described; so what is it now? It is what it is whatever it is.
“More important than writing is erasing.”
— Kotzker Rebbe
“To attain knowledge, add things everyday. To attain wisdom, remove things every day.”
— Lao Tzu
When we’ve erased or removed everything we think we know, we know nothing; we are as when we were born.
Without preconceived notions, we can see from many perspectives. That’s the essence of wisdom.
With a clear mind, the universe is no longer defined by objects and concepts our consciousness has created. The universe is just an undifferentiated flow, which is what we are.
Does a rock have consciousness?
Consciousness generally refers to the state of being aware of one’s surroundings, thoughts, feelings, and sensations. It is the subjective experience of being alive and having a sense of self as separate from that which is not one’s self. However, what exactly is consciousness has been long debated by philosophers, theologians, linguists, and scientists and no consensus has emerged.
While a rock is a rock, what is a rock?
Is a rock an independent thing or something given agency by our consciousness?
If a rock is an independent thing, it may have consciousness that is beyond our general understanding of consciousness.
Alternatively, if a rock is an illusion created by our mind, a rock does not have consciousness.
Every thing in the now is interdependent and interconnected. That is, every thing is not a thing, but a facet of one ever-changing thing, the Everything. Things in the now that appear independent, like a rock, are illusions created by the mind.
As a rock is an illusion, it does not have consciousness.
If we don’t recognize our consciousness has created the things in the Everything, we have the consciousness of a rock.
Who are you?
I am a mountain range. I am the sea.
I am the Everything, but not specifically me.
I am everchanging, that’s what I be,
not who you think you see.
I am what I am. There’s nothing else to me.
Now is forever. Everything else is out of time.
“What is the sound of one hand clapping?”
Mu! (nothing). Sound, hand and clapping do not exist as independent things; as all things are interdependent; essentially one everchanging thing.
Sound, hand and clapping are illusions our consciousness creates. They appear in foveal vision which is what consciousness carves out of the flow that is peripheral vision.
The sound of one hand clapping is the sound of one hand clapping. It is what it is whatever it is.
How old is Buddha?
Which Buddha are you asking about?
How (in what way) is Buddha old?
How old is Buddha at which point in Buddha’s life?
How old is Buddha now or at another time?
Isn’t Buddha now one day older than Buddha was yesterday?
How old is Buddha where; on Earth or some place light years away?
How can Buddha be different in age than the Everything of which the Buddha is just a facet?
How can we know how old is Buddha as all things are forever changing, including the Buddha’s age as we speak?
Buddha is as old as Buddha is, whatever that is.
“The child is father of the man.” — William Wordsworth
Both those who think they are rich or poor are poor.
In the past and future are an infinite number of things. The now is only one thing.
The way forward is clear when looking backward from the end of days.
“There is nothing new under the sun.”
— Ecclesiastes
In the Bible, Genesis 1:3 states: “In the beginning… God said, ‘Let there be light’, and there was light.”
Beyond the beginning, there is nothing new as every thing is a derivative of light.
As every thing is unique, every thing is new; yet, nothing is new, as newness doesn’t differentiate things.
There is nothing new as there are no things; just the manifestation (consciousness) of the soul. The things we see as new are what the consciousness of the self creates out of the consciousness of the soul.
The now appears to be everchanging which makes it seem “new”. Yet, the now is forever unchanged. What changes is what’s revealed by the light spectrum passing over what is eternally before, in and after the now.
“Growing old, man’s sight worsens, but this allow him to see more.” Jewish proverb
How can the now be always the same and always new?
“Man plans, God laughs.” — Jewish proverb
“If you meet the Buddha on the road, kill him.” — Linji Yixuan
In the now, there is only one thing: the Everything.
The Everything is manifested as an infinite number of seemingly independent things.
Yet, as all things are interdependent, essentially all things are one thing.
Thinking of things (like the Buddha) as independent is an illusion.
Illusionary things create duality, the thing and all that is not the thing.
On the road to enlightenment, we need to vanquish all illusions to realize the oneness of the Everything.
What does the universe look like from the other side of the mind, where there is no mind?
As a thing cannot be separated from its shadow, are the thing and the shadow two things?
“There is only one mind to which we are all connected. But that mind has its own mind.” — Simon Stark
“You already are what you want to become.” — Thich Nhat Hahn
Love is selfless. But when the self expresses love, that’s selfish.
As all here is is is, what is is?
I am nothing and here and now. What am I?
As God is the Everything, why is God rarely noticed in every thing?
As the now is moving at incomprehensible speeds, how can our senses inform us of the now?”
The Earth is rotating at 1,037 miles/hour and revolving around the sun at 66,616 miles/hour. Our solar system is revolving around the center of the Milky Way galaxy on average at 514,000 miles/hour. The Milky Way is moving towards the Andromeda Galaxy at 1,339,200 miles/hour.
At these speeds, our senses cannot inform us of the now, yet the now seems stable and continuous.
Our mind slows everything down, creating the illusion of the now.
The mind is like a hand, only open when it lets go of whatever it holds tight.
The mind is an addictive medicine. It’s good for curing problems, but in doing so it creates problems.
“The Universe is the everchanging expression of the Ever-Changeless Is.” — Joe Bruno
When a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?
Mu (nothing). There is no tree, forest or sound, as they are all manifestations of our consciousness.
The universe is not an infinite number of things; only one thing: the universe. Consciousness creates an infinite number of things out of the universe.
“In the beginner’s mind there are many possibilities, but in the expert’s mind there are few.” — Shunryu Suzuki
Experts think of possibilities based on their experience. The inexperienced are not constrained.
The universe is made up of matter. Our world is made up of stories.
“Having no destination, I am never lost.” — Ikkyu
Every thing is fascinating, but the mind can make it boring.
A good death defines a good life.
“When you ain’t got nothing, you got nothing to lose.” — Bob Dylan
Thinking we have something to lose means we have already lost our freedom.
Nothing is free.
You cannot escape a prison if you don’t know you’re in one.
The self creates a familiar and comforting world out of an otherwise chaotic and scary universe.
We escape to this world, not realizing it imprisons us.
The self’s prison separates us from the universe.
However, there is nothing to fear as we are the universe.
Inside our prison we’re engaged with what happens in life and our self’s emotional reactions.
We rarely disengage to wonder who, where and what we are.
Yet, by observing our world and what surrounds it, we realize we know no thing.
The illusory knowledge of our self’s creation is the foundation of our prison.
We can then know nothing; what every thing is before and after it is what it is whatever it is in the now.
Nothing is the essence of every thing.
As our illusory knowledge lifts like clouds, we see the vastness of the night sky and realize we are the universe.
“The way to live eternal life is in a state of perpetual orgasm.” — Karen Uppal
Orgasm is like the Big Bang in reverse. Instead of nothing becoming an infinite number of things, we become the Everything.
Few words are ever said at the moment of orgasm, other than: “Oh my God.”
“[I]t is not what goes into the mouth that defiles a person, but what comes out of the mouth.” — Matthew 15:10-20
When the inside becomes the outside: we are the creator.
When there is no outside or inside: we are creation.
“Anyone who thinks they’re stupid is not as stupid as they think.” — Lee Moncho
As all things are everchanging, no thing is perfect but nothing is perfect.
Judging someone reveals more about the judge than the judged.
“Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner.” — Lao Tzu
“It’s easier to fool people than to convince them that they have been fooled.”
*Misattributed to Mark Twain but not inconsistent with Twain’s insights generally.
Holding tight to who we are, we cannot open to what we are.
We don’t see things as they are; we see things as we are. Yet, we rarely notice our selves.
Your life is a fascinating story. Perhaps you could imagine a better one, but then you would miss out on your life.
“Life goes on within you and without you.” — George Harrison
Why can’t a self-identifying vegetarian become enlightened?
“He who fears he shall suffer, already suffers what he fears.” — Michel de Montaigne
“You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean.” — Rumi
Those who are enlightening are different than others; they know they are not different which is what makes them different.
“He who knows enough is enough will always have enough.” — Lao Tzu
It’s easy to satisfy our needs, but not our desires.
The right questions are more important than the right answers.
“If I am I because I am I, and you are you because you are you, then I am I and you are you. But if I am I because you are you and you are you because I am I, then I am not I and you are not you!” — Kotzker Rebbe
When Moses encountered God in the desert, Moses asked God who he was. God said: “I am what I am.” That is, God is indescribable because God is the Everything. Any other description implies God is one thing and not another; the antithesis of God.
If I am what I am and you are what you are, you and I are God. However, if I define myself in terms of what I am not (you), I am not God.
If you are God, I treat you as I want God to treat me.
A clear mind sees every thing and understands nothing.
“What’s the difference between the heart and the mind?”
— Kanako Iiyama
Mu (nothing), as they are both illusions.
Each heart is essentially the same. Each mind is unique.
The heart connects us to others, while the mind often separates us from others.
The heart is fundamental to being alive. The mind distracts us from living, as we experience life in the context of our memories.
The heart symbolizes compassion; the mind, wisdom. Together, they can help us realize we are eternal beings; otherwise, we are illusions.
Even if we can’t laugh, we can afford to smile.
The more you look the less you see.
To realize your dreams, keep your eyes open.
An aspiring singer with no talent may be successful as a comedian.
“Be open to everything and attached to nothing.”
— Wayne Dyer
This concept didn’t sit well with my wife, until I explained it.
“No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it’s not the same river and he’s not the same man.”
— Heraclitus
Yet, he can drink the river’s waters again and again to the same effect.
Thirst is thirst and water is water.
We are all unique and the same, simultaneously.
“The single biggest problem in communication is the illusion that it has taken place.” — George Bernard Shaw
“When one realizes one is asleep, at that moment one is already half-awake.”
— P.D. Ouspensky
Self-consciousness precedes universal consciousness.